January 2012
in three minutes, its new years. i don’t care. i’m depressed and rather drunk. i just want a better relationship.
new years: blogging
christmas: blogging
birthday: blogging
natural disaster: blogging
meeting band guys: blogging about meeting band guys
house fire: blogging about having to save the computer
funeral: blogging
why am i not drunk yet? time to start chugging.
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thefallofmeek replied to your post: i’m drinking. i’m hating life.
same
i’m glad we’re on the same boat. vodka and orange juice, you?
i’m drinking. i’m hating life.
i feel like i’m rolling. everything needs my attention. i’m worn out and its not even ten yet.
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December 2011
i just saw someone go 30 and 0 in MW3! WHAT THE FUCK.
i’ve been hiding in this bed for weeks from this. throats raw from screaming and i haven’t said a word. the sky is calling, and the stars, they point to this. to a chair we see your breath in the air, but only for a little while. your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips, let me embrace you with this kiss and together we’ll float like angels. together… together we will...
even though it didn’t feel like christmas and it doesn’t feel like new years, i’m so happy. i feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i’m just dancing around my room in my undies, jamming out to pierce the veil. man, i’m really happy. time to get pretty. <3
man, i don’t know how i feel about anything anymore. its all so confusing and difficult. i really don’t know how to deal with these emotions anymore. i wish i knew how. i really, really wish i did. but, i don’t. and there is nothing i can do about it except wait, wait and grow up.